i don't like goodbyes

i won't see kerry for 4 months now =(

i've been friends with her for sooo long! =) she and erika and hannah and i have been best friends for at least like 10 years now... it's crazy how much we've all gone through together and grown up. we don't see hannah nearly as much though and it's sad :(. now we're all in college and not together most of the year which is weird and kind of sad... but i guess it's good to experience things separately! though it's all kinda similar still i suppose (but far away).

AHHHHHHHH
SOMEONE JUST CALLED WITH THE WRONG NUMBER LOOKING FOR JANE THEN ASKED IF I WANTED TO HAVE PHONE SEX AND THEN I HUNG UP ON THEM
AHHHHHHHH
I'M SCARED so i made sure all the doors in the house are locked, but the basement's scary so i didn't check that one, so i ran back up here and locked myself in my room.
AHHHHH THE PHONE'S RINGING AGAIN


but to continue... kerry's leaving around 6 am tomorrow. saying goodbye this year was so different than last year, much less scary, but still sad =(((

i kind of wish i was leaving first so i could say bye to everyone in one fell swoop... it seems easier that way =\